i miss you so much hubby =')
What the FUCK!
Today is so damn unlucky!
Why is it so?
I hate Hate HATE today.
Nothing is good today.
Phone spoil, computer spoil,
and I've disappoint my hubby.
How can I do that?
How can all these things happen in just one day?
I really dislike today.
FUCK LARHS!~
I really need a spare phone;
WHO HAVE A SPARE ONE TO LEND!?
Hubby, I don't mean to hurt you today.
I want to help you.
I am trying to now.
My phone is spoilt, it just stalls me.
WTF today have been.
Neverminds, I will get that for you somehow.
I won't let you be auto-pilot to destruction.
I love you, and don't wish you to be hurt.
I'm very very vexed. A best time for psychedelic trance.
FUCK LARHS~
Anyways, something today amused me.
I went online and listen all kinds of music.
[[practically not all]]
Learn other DJs' styles work..
It was kind of fun though..
Hmms, but it's not going to cheer me up.
My brother made my day worser.
He kept saying I'm not a good sister.
Well, I don't care.
If he doesn't like it, it's his business. NOT MINE!
He have to accept the way I am.
I'm not going to change because of him.
Wait till he's 15 and he'll face the same problems as me!
I AM FUCKED UP BY MY FAMILY!
I HATE THEM A LOT
I want to be loved.
I want to love someone.
I am doing that now.
But I don't understand why,
I feel this emptiness in me.
I don't know why...
I don't believe in god but PLEASE!!
I really need something to bless me,
so that all the bad luck will just go away.
I don't want to cause other people bad luck.
I DON'T WANT TO BE A JINX!!
Why is it so my life is like that?
I hate it!!
Our love has marked here..